It's just... a little confusing, I think. That memory is the note we parted on, and I really didn't expect to see him again anytime soon I thought I'd have time to prepare! I really wanted to demand a fight from him I still do
[Because that's how he deals with just about everything, at the end of the day. It's what he enjoys, what he wanted from Zhongli, and--
--it's simple. It's easy. It means he can shove away any hint of genuine hurt he might've felt, so he doesn't have to acknowledge how stupid he was for getting to that point in the first place.
But he can't say all of that, of course. He refuses to even think it.]
But I was so surprised to see him And even more surprised that he seemed happy to see me...
[And Childe is a moron and a pushover. So.
ANYWAY--]
Sorry! I didn't mean to talk your ear off about this
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It's just... a little confusing, I think.
That memory is the note we parted on, and I really didn't expect to see him again anytime soon
I thought I'd have time to prepare! I really wanted to demand a fight from him
I still do
[Because that's how he deals with just about everything, at the end of the day. It's what he enjoys, what he wanted from Zhongli, and--
--it's simple. It's easy. It means he can shove away any hint of genuine hurt he might've felt, so he doesn't have to acknowledge how stupid he was for getting to that point in the first place.
But he can't say all of that, of course. He refuses to even think it.]
But I was so surprised to see him
And even more surprised that he seemed happy to see me...
[And Childe is a moron and a pushover. So.
ANYWAY--]
Sorry!
I didn't mean to talk your ear off about this